On the 22nd of August, my GCSE grades
were out and I went to my school to receive them! I was so nervous and anxious
that I felt like my whole body was on fire! I went there quite early, the time
that was set was at 9 AM and I reached my school at 8:15 AM... I thought I was
going to be the only one, but thank God I wasn't. There were three other people
besides me, though I'm quite impressed that I was the only girl there! Go girl!
Hahaha... anyway, I reached there and I signed in. My palms were sweating and I
was so scared. The teachers took the forum and let us sign up some other forums
in case if we want a remark.
The moment I entered the room to get my
results, I felt like killing myself. That was the moment where it would be
decided whether I would be doing the AS Levels that I have chosen, or BTEC! I
want to do the AS Levels so I was really nervous if I had achieved the set
grades that were the requirement for the AS Levels. The teacher handed me the
letter in which my results were in. The brown envelop, I kept on staring at it,
thinking should I open it or leave it till I reach home. I didn't open it, I
said my goodbyes to the teachers and headed outside of the school... it was
raining which made the situation worse, though it was good because if I cried,
people will think it just rain on my freaking face!
I couldn't help it! I opened it and saw
what I got in the results... needless to say I had done great in all of my
subjects besides maths... What can I say! I fucking failed my maths exam! But
the good part is that last year when I did the Maths exam I got a C which is a
"pass" so this year when I re-took the Maths exams I got the D! So,
luckily I can use the last year's C! YAY! I was really disappointed with my
French... I thought I did well, but overall I got a freaking C! Oh well, at
least I passed...
Now, everything is fine! I got into college and I’m
starting this September... though I’m not really excited but I’m dreading it! Wish
me luck!
Take care and Peace x
