Yet another day...

Dear life,

             I know that sometimes you got to spice things up a little bit, but lately I feel like everything is not worth it. I feel as if life is kept on going on and on... but I got no motive. I don't have any goal... it feels as if I'm just going to spend my life as a pathetic loser! Wake up in the morning, freshen up, eat breakfast and spend more than 8 hours in-front of my laptop! Well what else can I do? I don't even like to go out as it means dressing up and I can't even be bother with it. I know, I know, at least I should give it a chance right? NO! Well, I mean I did, but I always take about an hour to decide what to wear. It's as if I got nothing to wear, I keep on rummaging through my clothes but nope. Not a single thing that I would wear that day. 

It's like I don't want to interact with any human being on Earth! If it was possible I would most definitely spend my days and nights without talking to anyone! People ask me why I don’t talk. Well, they don't know that I just can't be bothered, after seeing them be "best friends" with someone and the second the person leaves, all of their so called "best friends" starts to talk about how fat she is, that she is a loser... bearing in mind that they all had sleep overs and talked about all the same bull-crap e.g. make-up, se*, boys, getting drunk and ladida dida...

Sometimes it looks to me that all we are doing us following what others do, wearing the same clothing, listening to the same songs... it looks like no one is original any more. Everyone is a carbon copy of one-another. No one seems to realise that all they are doing is repeating the same thing over and over and over! Well, maybe it's just me who think this way. Maybe I am too "dumb" to realise that everyone is a leader themselves... or maybe I don't like to give a crap any more. You know, most of the time I think that all we are doing is wasting our time, I know that we have to work to pay our bills and survive but most people are not living how they dreamed to be. 

The cycle of life (well that's what you see now a day’s anyway) is that you go to school, get your grades, go to college, go to University, pay your debts, get a job, get a car, get a house, get a wife/husband, then comes children, get old, then die. Well obviously it’s not that easy though. Many die at young age; commit suicide or vice versa. It's like we are guinea pigs, always running to get food, always busy and never know when we will get so tired that our own mind won't support us!

All I can think about is how we are all living in these world, only thinking about ourselves, only worrying about what you will have for dinner and not even for a second think about others. Not even think about how you are following the same patters everyone else is following. Next think, think about how to bring change even if you're like me just sitting at home minding your own freaking business. 

-Just a little rant (or more like an essay) Take care everyone because at the end of the day, whether you've 10 qualifications or none, you'll die like everyone else.

 Peace out.